Assalamualaikum hii people :) so well dh lama tak menaip . So today I will be posting my life's updates. Alhamdulillah I am so happy with my new life now. Alhamdulillah . Aku bahagia mcm nii . Nobody hurts me every day , I don't have to cry everyday , I don't have to stay stronger if someone hurts me . You know , I feel happy with everyting . That's true that Allah did something for a reason in this life . Past is past right ? So I will be saying something about move on .

Aku belum sepenuhnya move on . Tp in progress of forgetting everything and leave everything behind . Semua buat aku jadi matang . Alhamdulillah semua ni buat aku jadi anis ellysha yang kuat . Sumpah aku kata , nak move on ni , Allah je tahu mcm mana susahnyaa . Yelaa :-

kau dah biasa dengan seseorang tu ,

kau dah selalu text dia ,

mana mana mesti ada dia .

Selalu jumpa sampai kantoi,

selalu dengar masalah ,

lagi lagi kau and dia banyak kenangan .

Susah sangat. Kalau sehari x contact mesti rindu dia macam ape kan ? Sakit sangat kan ? Tu semua sebab tak biasa . Well at the first place , kita memang selalu dengan dia , tapi kita terpaksa lepaskan dia . Satu je aku nak korang ingat .

Mencintai tak semestinya memiliki .

Sometimes you just have to stop hoping , stop lovig and start forgetting everything which are sweet to you , those memories are the ones who grab your happiness and who delay you move on time. You just have to believe in yourself and have faith in Allah rhar eerything he did , there will be reasons eventually . Anything happens in this world will be okay and fine at the end of the time . But if it is not okay , so well , it is not the end . Believe me .

Sayang manapun kita , if you and them are not meant tobe , so it is hard to hpe everything will be fine. Will be how it supposed to be .during process of moving on , I cried a lot over someone who will never hear, but I have him. Even my silence prays he could hear <3 during my process also , I found that , memories were those who kept asking me to just stay even my hurt so much. You know memories kept haunting me for ages. How can I move on when memories kept haunting and wondering around my head ?

Firstly,

do remember that , well memories are just memories. Past is past. Walaupun kau nangis air mata darah sekali pun , kenangan akan tetap jadi kenangan dan kau kena temuh walau mcam mana perit sekalipun sebab semua ni buat kau jadi kuat suatu hari nanti.

Secondly ,

buang , just buang, yes that is true some people told us that memories stay the same , but the fact is kenangan tu semua yang buat korang susah nak move on . Memang susah nk buang semua kenangan manis, tapi lagi susah nak move on kalau kenangan tu masih ada lagi . Walau macam mana banyak sekalipun kenangan tu semua , kalau dia bukan untuk kita , so kenangan tu tak akan ulang lagi . Lupakan dan buang .

So well , that is my life's updates so far .

I am still a single girl but my heart is taken already. And he is so sweet and caring and well . I don't need more , I just want to share every of my happiness with him . Maybe it's still new , but I think I have started loving him so much .i love his cute attitudes . Kind of , his cutes attitudes make me happy and smile always. I just wanna stay beside him . Well , I hope everything will be fine , so urmp I don't wanna say more because , ehem . It is not right time , well , we will meet later and I will keep updating about him :D